December 27th, 2016
I've spent a lonely few days in Salida, CO over the holiday celebrations. Mine were very lacking, both in company and in food quality. I've seriously never had such an anorexic bird with NO meat on it! At least the Whole Foods will give me a store credit when I return to Colorado Springs. Everything about my birthday and the last handful of days has been disappointing for the most part. A highlight was getting an hour private soak in at the Aquatic Center in town yesterday. Inside and not in the elements, cause the way I've been feeling physically would be exacerbated by cold. And oh my has it been very windy and quite cold, though pretty as always here in the mountains. Thankful I have a fur collection so it's not as bad as it could be, but it's still frigid. Most people wouldn't dig it at all in my home. I am trying to conserve the use of the generator and furnace, as the house batteries are toast, hold zero charge and need replacing - cost of which will be around $400 or so. So that's not happening anytime soon.
I'm feeling morose because I'd like to be able to go out and just sit in a restaurant and eat, be talkative with other humans... do normal things. Anything activity I want to partake of is hindered by limits, and it's tiring. I am more reclusive and don't go outside much, which only worsens things. There isn't a rec center in town to go walk on a treadmill and I've not been well enough to do it out in this cold. But tomorrow I've got to do something different. I'm so stir crazy!!
I'm waiting for the weekend when I spend NYE at the hot springs instead of performing... hmmm, just like last year. I'm looking forward to relaxing and maybe socializing a bit since the last week has been spent alone and very quiet indeed. And I could use a new kind of adventure of the positive variety, I'm feeling stagnant.
Here's a little video from Christmas night in downtown Salida:
October 30th, 2016
I'm good and worn out from the Ghoul's Gathering last night at the Zodiac! Queen B is always a production to get into and out of, but it gets such a response that it's worth the effort, time and pain. Wondering how she looked under bright stage lights as opposed to the usual dim light set up so you can see the glow. It's never the same twice with that number, at least not from my perspective, and that is part of her charm.
I have about a few weeks break from shows, during which time I'll be tending to my holiday costume for my next Punk Rock Burlesque "Calendar Days" themed show Nov 15th. I'll be bringing the snow!
It's fairly mild of late here in CO and since the RV has been winterized it's been a little frustrating to not have water. No freezing days for the next few weeks. I've battled internally over whether or not to go through the effort of flushing out the antifreeze and putting water back in or not. I fear it'll get too cold IF I do it now, just to keep me on my toes. Ya just never know how the weather might change in the course of one day in this state, so I'm erring on the side of caution. But I miss my running water a good deal.
I'm starting to feel more like myself lately, healthier since I'm not taking any prescription medication. I was only on one pill but it was doing more damage than good. So I'm just relying on the natural side of things again. Glad to have my medical marijuana card coming, as it's my go to for many ailments. I really don't know why I waited so long??!!
April 6th, 2015
This morning I had my first real interview in more than a decade. It was for a 'walker' (ie: server) position at The Springs Resort in Pagosa Springs, CO. It has been years since I've been a server or worked out with the public due to the MCS, but if I'm going to give it a go this seems like a great place to start. I'd be outside all day (which could be challenging as well as a good thing for my needs) in all weather. Lots of walking obviously to make rounds and attend everyone's needs. If they think I'd be a good match, I'll get a call back. I think it went fairly well, though I was really nervous about it partly since it's been so long.
The Springs Web Site:
http://pagosahotsprings.reachlocal.net/?utm_source=ReachLocal&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=HotSprings
So now I find myself in downtown Pagosa Springs at the city park, a place I do enjoy a lot. I've got a stack of blank pasties waiting to be made for me to sell, as well as a list of other tasks that could be done. I'm finally starting to feel well again after being sick this past week, so I'm thankful for that kindness. I do believe I'll hit up Overlook Hot Springs again while I'm here... I'd love to be able to afford to try The Springs but I need the gas money so needs must prohibit that indulgence. I'm going to hang out for a day then head to Colorado Springs again.
I must say I had a very good time last Saturday night with the folks of Paris A GoGo Burlesque Revue! Such nice people and so very kind to me when I was really ill and likely not as with it as I would normally have been. You all helped me forget I felt so bad for a few hours while we worked together! Thank you all for having me!!
March 31st, 2015
I'm just West of Albuquerque where I'm trying to chill for the next few days parked with a bunch of other boon dockers and semis. It's not a quite spot but it's free, there is wifi inside the travel center and I can plug in the laptop. I have time to kill before the show with Paris A Go-Go Burlesque Revue this Saturday at the Launch Pad. New friends to meet! Exciting!
This past Saturday found me at the Launch Pad for my first show in town with Burlesque Noir. It was jam packed with talent, props and out of town talent as well as troupe regulars. I was impressed with everyone's professionalism and had a great time. I was a little off my game, cause I've NEVER forgotten to do the pastie reveal at the end... but Justice was a bit more demure as the bra accidentally stayed on. DOH!!! I was shaking my head at myself in disbelief when I was walking out to the RV. The FOX number went flawlessly though... she's always fun! And I should have new video of her soon too, which is pleasing as I still never got good footage in all these years doing that one.
So my task for the next few day is to finish updating the blog, which involved slow youtube uploading. Second task is making a tons of pasties for sale on the Etsy show as well as for the Colorado Springs show on April 18th with Echo at Zodiac Venue & Bar.
Etsy shop:
Then I'm really not sure where I'll be other than meandering around Colorado and trying to get a job I can actually work... it's been years. My workamping applying isn't garnering me a lot of response, but I'm still trying. I'd really rather be out in nature as opposed to in a restaurant or a shop... but needs must. Let's just hope my chemical allergies don't prohibit it like they have in the past. I've still got much to work on, though it's getting gradually better and better. I COULD be way more diligent too!! Sometimes I still slack when I know I shouldn't. It's a bit lonely of late though and so I'm finding I'm falling comfortably into old routines when I should be pressing forward harder.
February 22nd, 2015
Very cold days and colder nights... I'm looking at about 10 degrees but it feels more like -6. Colorado in winter is lovely and a bit dangerous. So I'm staying put for the time being so long as I'm not in the way, as it's still snowing and temperatures will get a bit lower tonight.
The show last Friday was SO much fun! Peaks and Pasties did a fine job on their fundraiser for the Colorado Burlesque Festival and a good time was had by all.
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| with Bunny Bee |
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| with Chairmyn Meow |
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| photo by Broken Glass Photography |
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| photo by Broken Glass Photography |
I'm still eagerly awaiting news on my submission to the festival, but have a good deal of time yet until notifications go out so must patiently put that out of mind.
Colorado Burlesque Festival Site:
Sadly I had to cancel plans to go to Seattle and CA due to monetary limits, a decision I did not enjoy making.
February 17th, 2015
In Colorado Springs with a new gang of friends close at hand. It's certainly wonderful to feel welcome here! The show on the 7th was a lot of fun and I'm currently working on the video I shot of the whole show. Good to get the word out there that I can offer video services by donating some effort that will also hopefully benefit my new pals here.
This Friday is the Peaks N Pasties benefit show to raise funds for the Colorado Burlesque Festival (to which I've applied again). It'll be a lot of fun and the last time I get to perform for more than a month... so I'd better soak it up eh!?
I'll be leaving early Saturday in not so friendly weather and heading North then West to Seattle for the first time. I'll be visiting an old, dear friend and it's been years. We'll be trying to get repairs on the RV sorted out more I hope... just not sure what all can be done with time and money that will be allotted... the later of which is a dwindling resource. I have less than 2 weeks there.
I hope I am able to keep the other stops on my trip down to NM going, but again resources may not allow for everything to happen as I'd planned. Rolling with it... so long as I can still keep this home literally rolling, it'll be all good.
I thought I may have had a volunteer job later in the year which would have planted me in NE CA but I was not chosen. So I'm still on a quest to get a Workamper job though I have no experience that would really warrant me being picked... gotta try. Those specific jobs offer RV parking/hookup and other benefits, some pay a wage too but again only experience will get those paying jobs.
Trying to maintain a positive vibe... but gotta say today isn't too conducive.
January 21st, 2015
More misadventures afoot... I'm sitting in a repair shop back parking lot while they work on the ride. I used the parking brake when I was not meant to ever use it and it locked up and stayed on. Short story of a long one is: $1300 later and I will have a full rear brake job. Turns out my error brought attention to much needed repairs that would have caught me by surprise otherwise. I broke down in Red Rock so the view was at least worth all the hassles...
I couldn't ask for a prettier place to be stuck and I was left to my own devices over night and not asked to leave. A land haul had to be arranged by my insurance company to get me to the repair shop.
It's been quite a production! I've never had so many people work in conjunction to fix a mistake I made. When you're 29 feet, it's nothing simple to get a tow even in Las Vegas apparently.
Ah well, I've been trying to not get upset or mad at myself as we're all allowed to make mistakes now and then. It would be nice if the fallout were not so harsh next time tho.... I can dream.
January 10th, 2015
Ah Las Vegas and it's warm days and not too cool desert nights... it's a grand place to land for a while as I try to network more, book gigs and get the word out there that I'm available.
I have another week plus here before returning to AZ... and I can't help but think I MUST stop in Jerome this time... it's gonna happen. There are some parks nearby too. Seems like a happy stop.
Again, I can't say this enough....
I know it may be hard to grasp for producers or anyone looking to book me or work with me in any capacity... but I am available when and where you need me, given reasonable notice and if schedules mesh well. That is part of the beauty of living on the road... I'm always home and can accomplish goals and provide services just as anyone would... only I'm mobile!
Make today matter, do something for yourself and the world around you to spread joy... always merry and bright!
January 8th, 2015
Little more than a month of ownership and a few weeks living full time in her... and all I can say is she is a Timorous Beastie!!! That shall be her nick name.
I'm in Las Vegas, NV now and have been very lucky that a good friend has offered me hospitality and a spot to park and plug in. I am SO thankful for her and her family!
There are many things that don't work in the RV, somethings that need repaired, mold needs removed and many, many more things will need attention in the immediate future. I am very unhappy about the mold and the leaks that were there when I got it, but I take responsibility for NOT getting the inspection done and trusting people to be truthful and/or thorough. (That's me trying to be kind... they knew.) I have been trying to get the word out there to producers and other performers who might have leads that I am available for work... and today I got into 2 shows in Colorado in Feb!
I just need to keep at it and book myself everywhere that I can perform, let people get to know me and what an asset I can be in many ways.
I can sell hand made swag along the way, am available to make custom costumes and costume pieces, teach craft classes (a new endeavor for me to consider - I only tried it once before with a good friend in Columbus). I also offer video services. In limited situations, I may consider teaching what I learned in my 20 years of BDSM/Professional Domination experience to select students.
Dec 4th, 2014
My adventure is soon to begin. I just purchased my 93 Tioga Motor Home on Thursday December 4th.
So far, I've only driven it once to park it at my friend's house since I can't park it at the apartment where I still live. It was exhilarating and a bit nerve wracking, but I'm sure I'll get more comfortable with it soon. My first actual road trip will be on the 22nd when I go to Cleveland for my last OH show.
To keep up with me, make sure you look at recent posts to see the latest meanderings and the calendar of events to find out where I'm going to be performing.
And if you want to see me in your town, for a private party, event, or to be part of a show at your venue, to teach a class or one on one instruction please get in touch and we'll work that out. I'm looking to roam all over new territory!
Mobile #: 937-554-5055
Email:
despoticfurs@gmail.com
Treasure Falls, CO
Jerome, AZ
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