So, where to start? It's taken me a few months to try to post something here about the horrible trip back East. I'm still not really processing the experience, it's so much to deal with that it's gonna take time.
I guess I should start the day before I was supposed to drive back. It was Feb 11th when I missed a call from my oldest brother that Mom was going to the ER in an ambulance. 20 minutes later I got a text from him saying to call, that Mom was gone. She'd had a heart attack after being sick with a flu for over a month.
As surreal as that was, within the hour we discovered that Dad was dead too! My other brother had gone over to tell Dad about Mom when he discovered he'd been dead for quite a while, about 2 weeks. It wasn't uncommon for Dad to ignore calls for this long, and being busy with his family and job my brother just hadn't had a chance to come check on him.
So basically... we lost both parents on the same day.
They'd been divorced since I was 15 (a long time ago!) and didn't live together but were about 10 minutes apart in Dayton. They both had heart attacks. It's kind of hard to believe the timing and same cause of death.
I had a very troubled relationship with my Dad and had chosen not to talk to him in the last four plus years. He was an alcoholic for all of my childhood, he stopped drinking several years ago at least. I discovered only a few years back that there had been sexual abuse that I'd repressed, hence me not wanting to talk to him ever again. So yeah... I have very mixed emotions about his passing. It wasn't a good relationship and it set me up to repeatedly choose poor partners in my adult life, ones that mimicked Dad's behavior and the way he treated me. It's something I am avoiding exploring further, but eventually I will have to go talk it out with my Faster EFT therapist in Vegas. I just can't handle it now though.
Mom and I got on pretty well considering all the messed up interactions over the years, including some not so good things that happened between us that I never talked to her about... I just couldn't shatter her by making her deal with repressed memories. It would have been awful to bring up, so I just sat on the knowledge and tried to deal with it myself. Mostly, she was a great Mom. The last few years of bad health got her in a bad spiral where her mental acuity began to fail often and her body just kept giving out on her. She used to always support me in my crazy endeavors and listen to my stories. I used to talk to Mom pretty often on the phone. In fact that's what is the strangest thing now, not being able to call to see how she is or tell her what's happening here. Many times I have thought of calling then realize I can't. I'd talked to her very briefly the day before she passed but I wasn't well and didn't get to really complete our call, which I regret very much now. I did get to tell her I loved her one last time at least.
Neither of them wanted a funeral. In retrospect, I think it would have helped me at least to deal with the finality of it all.
As for me... I was unlucky enough to get the cold that killed Mom and that my oldest brother had also had for over a month. I was so sick that I had to cancel my performance in the show for which I'd driven cross country. I felt about 1 inch tall cancelling. I had several friends traveling from different parts of Ohio to see me. I disappointed so many people, myself included.
On the drive to Ohio, I discovered that a dear friend of over 26 years was choosing to ditch me for his new girlfriend. And he ditched me silently, without even one word of reply, even when I told him about my parents. I am still heart broken over this and will remain so. He was my first band guy, the first man I loved. Our relationship was mostly that of close friends over all the years, as he was always with someone else. And that was fine by me. There were a handful of glorious times alone together that I'll never forget, even though I must try to forget him now. I cannot say enough how deeply this wounds me.
Shortly before I left Colorado for Ohio, I learned much of the same from my patron and friend of about 18 years. He is the reason I can eat, have gas and costume money... the reason I can get by in the world being basically disabled by the MCS and my inability to work. He was always married, but finally divorced last year. Unfortunately for my sake, at about the same time he found a new girlfriend and moved her into a new home. Now, he cannot ever see me again and his finances are such that he can't keep helping me as he promised he always would. Again, my heart was broken and my fear of being left destitute was going to become reality very soon. I was supposed to at least see him to talk while I was in Ohio, but he wouldn't make time for me. I felt very hurt by this, as I would have liked to at least have hugged him one last time. But I wasn't allowed closure or even any information about what he intended to do with my finances. This is still up in the air, only I know he's not able to keep it going long.
So, I live with the terrible stress of not knowing when I'm cut off and not having any options to get my own income flowing. Hell, I am technically homeless living in a metal walk in cooler in the middle of the San Luis Valley because my RV needs extensive work that I can't afford and this is where it's parked, right next to the cooler. And the metal box has moldy wood in between the outer layers of metal.... so it's also making me feel unwell like the moldy RV was. I just can't find any safe space to live!
My health has gone to shit, with the last 4 or 5 months being mostly spent in bed sick, cancelling gigs left and right. I am not sure what's going on in my future... but it doesn't look bright, of that I am sure.
April 4th would have been my Mom's birthday.
Burlesque performer and costumier living on the road and sharing her experiences.
Sunday, April 7, 2019
Saturday, February 2, 2019
Traveling to Ohio for Moonstruck Burlesque's Valentine's Day Show
In about a week's time I shall be hitting the road towards Ohio.
This will be a brief visit of only about a week and a few days since I'm going without my home on wheels. It's been more than a few years since going cross country in my Jimmy and honestly I am not terribly excited about that portion of the trip. It will mean a lot of health compromises the whole time, as I will have to use hotels, as infrequently as possible to be frugal. I will also be trying to stay with family when I can. There are many people I hope to see while I'm back, as it's been a long time since visiting home. Sadly, there is one old friend who has moved away and I'm very sad I won't get to see him... but I wish him much happiness in his new ventures!!!
BUT... I am thrilled to finally get to perform in Athens with good friends that I rarely get to see anymore! Moonstruck Burlesque is having a Valentine's Day show and a handful of months ago I was fortunate enough to be asked to come perform. I can't wait! I've been needing something fun like this for a while now. I'll be performing two acts, one of which has been totally revamped since I performed it last in Ohio and the other is a brand new singing act!! If you don't have Valentine's Day Weekend plans and you're anywhere near Ohio... this will be a lovely time!
FB event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/2062178923847966/
This will be a brief visit of only about a week and a few days since I'm going without my home on wheels. It's been more than a few years since going cross country in my Jimmy and honestly I am not terribly excited about that portion of the trip. It will mean a lot of health compromises the whole time, as I will have to use hotels, as infrequently as possible to be frugal. I will also be trying to stay with family when I can. There are many people I hope to see while I'm back, as it's been a long time since visiting home. Sadly, there is one old friend who has moved away and I'm very sad I won't get to see him... but I wish him much happiness in his new ventures!!!
BUT... I am thrilled to finally get to perform in Athens with good friends that I rarely get to see anymore! Moonstruck Burlesque is having a Valentine's Day show and a handful of months ago I was fortunate enough to be asked to come perform. I can't wait! I've been needing something fun like this for a while now. I'll be performing two acts, one of which has been totally revamped since I performed it last in Ohio and the other is a brand new singing act!! If you don't have Valentine's Day Weekend plans and you're anywhere near Ohio... this will be a lovely time!
FB event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/2062178923847966/
Tuesday, July 10, 2018
Misadventures and lots of local shows...
Almost two weeks ago, I had a bad day and crunched the over cab passenger side of the RV into a protruding tree branch and this was the result:
Right now, it's all being held together by Gorilla Tape until I can get the whole over cab lopped off and rebuilt. It further adds to the dilapidated look of the house, which will lead to further harassment by the Man I'm sure. I've noticed several times over that nice, new and expensive motor homes will be left to their own devices far more often than an old one like mine. Discrimination is a thing I deal with often and it gets to be very old very fast. Maybe one day I can get a newer RV, that means one that is 7 years old at least so it's out gassed; maybe then I'll be left alone more often.
But for the last several weeks, on and off, I've been able to stay at a good friend's house in the mountains outside Denver. It has been bliss!!! I don't know what I'll do when I'm just stuck back in the small RV. I'm trying to avoid those thoughts though and just enjoy the cooler weather and pretty views.
I have been picking up several local, meaning mostly Denver, shows of late. This picture was taken this last Sunday night after a fun show with Punk Rock Burlesque at Streets of London Pub in Denver.
I'll be there again this coming Sunday too!
I have been doing a lot of shows with Thin Air Burlesque as well and recently performed for the first time in the historic Dickens Opera House in Longmont, CO. It's such a beautiful space! As I have been of late, I shot video of the whole show not only for myself but so that the other performers could have some nice footage.
I also had a friend take a shot outside after the show just for the fun of it!
I have even applied for a few out of town shows and festivals again. I go back to Ohio in November for the Midwest Nerdlesque Festival, which will be my only trip back home this year. I hope to get accepted into a show in Phoenix, AZ in Dec the day before my birthday, but won't know about that for several months I'm sure. It's been too long since I've visited AZ and would love the chance to get back there again with a show as the purpose, with plenty of time to recreate.
A few weeks ago I had the pleasure of seeing 16Volt play an outdoor event called Machinefest 2018, and it was great! It had been a few years since seeing them in Chicago at the Cold Waves Festival but Eric Powell recalled me and it was good to get to talk to him a little bit. I had to at least get a few stickers and a T Shirt.
Then after the bands played... there was Robot Destruction!
Here are some images by Nathan Morimitsu:
https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10156324498892508.1073741829.58212177507&type=3
All in all, even with the RV destruction I caused, things haven't been too bad.
Almost two weeks ago, I had a bad day and crunched the over cab passenger side of the RV into a protruding tree branch and this was the result:
Right now, it's all being held together by Gorilla Tape until I can get the whole over cab lopped off and rebuilt. It further adds to the dilapidated look of the house, which will lead to further harassment by the Man I'm sure. I've noticed several times over that nice, new and expensive motor homes will be left to their own devices far more often than an old one like mine. Discrimination is a thing I deal with often and it gets to be very old very fast. Maybe one day I can get a newer RV, that means one that is 7 years old at least so it's out gassed; maybe then I'll be left alone more often.
But for the last several weeks, on and off, I've been able to stay at a good friend's house in the mountains outside Denver. It has been bliss!!! I don't know what I'll do when I'm just stuck back in the small RV. I'm trying to avoid those thoughts though and just enjoy the cooler weather and pretty views.
I have been picking up several local, meaning mostly Denver, shows of late. This picture was taken this last Sunday night after a fun show with Punk Rock Burlesque at Streets of London Pub in Denver.
I'll be there again this coming Sunday too!
I have been doing a lot of shows with Thin Air Burlesque as well and recently performed for the first time in the historic Dickens Opera House in Longmont, CO. It's such a beautiful space! As I have been of late, I shot video of the whole show not only for myself but so that the other performers could have some nice footage.
I have even applied for a few out of town shows and festivals again. I go back to Ohio in November for the Midwest Nerdlesque Festival, which will be my only trip back home this year. I hope to get accepted into a show in Phoenix, AZ in Dec the day before my birthday, but won't know about that for several months I'm sure. It's been too long since I've visited AZ and would love the chance to get back there again with a show as the purpose, with plenty of time to recreate.
A few weeks ago I had the pleasure of seeing 16Volt play an outdoor event called Machinefest 2018, and it was great! It had been a few years since seeing them in Chicago at the Cold Waves Festival but Eric Powell recalled me and it was good to get to talk to him a little bit. I had to at least get a few stickers and a T Shirt.
Then after the bands played... there was Robot Destruction!
Here are some images by Nathan Morimitsu:
https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10156324498892508.1073741829.58212177507&type=3
All in all, even with the RV destruction I caused, things haven't been too bad.
Saturday, February 17, 2018
Delays, Rebounds & Good Intentions to Follow That New Path...
Yes it has been several months without any kind of update. That is because life has thrown me a few curves, mostly health related but nothing new for me, other than a hellishly long flu which has left me with a little added breathing issues. The physical and emotional hurdles have slowed down my momentum to a barely visible crawl. Hell most days I'm totally stopped and buried under the weight of my vehicle, or body I should say. It has been difficult to get out of the ensuing darkness, to find that lost velocity towards a goal that seems far away again.
Months after I'd intended to already be on stage singing and doing the strip tease at the same time, I've only ended up rebounding and going back on my word that I'm done performing burlesque without this added challenge. I'm very disappointed for letting illnesses enable me to be a procrastinator and for putting my desires on the back burner.
I am not going to set myself up for failure again by setting a hard timeline in my own head as I did before, and then be depressed when I can't follow through. The depression stalls everything and I crumble under the pressure. All I do know is that soon as I believe I'm ready, I will be leaping forward in what I hope is a good direction. I accept in advance that it's likely going to take me longer than I want and that's OK. So long as I finally do it properly at least once, I'll be happy. And if people like it and I can do it more, that'd be nice too.
I know I have a lot of other friends out there with chronic illnesses, some of us with more than just a few of them weighing us down. We tend to not know when to say to ourselves that it's human and acceptable to fall short, to not feel well enough, to delay this or that and to not punish ourselves for the shortcomings or limitations. I am guilty of doing this self-flagellation a LOT. I'm writing this mainly to let myself know I can fall short but that I must not give up. I'll lose the battle with depression randomly, and often. But so long as I still try to get shit done when I can see a glimmer of light again, I can say I did my best.
To my friends dealing with strife or hardship of whatever variety life has thrown your way... find the light moments, the things that keep you dreaming and reaching. It's so tempting to give in to the darkness that is found in so many places that we need every drop of loving light we can see to keep us true to ourselves.
I've found that cutting off my creative outlet did more to hurt myself than I thought it would. I have been disenchanted with the burlesque community/scene or whatever you wish to call it for a long time. I felt myself being overlooked, not asked to perform very often and not being accepted into shows more often than not - which lead to a lot of negativity and heartache. I told myself to walk away and not come back until I could try something new, to sing, and see if it garnered more interest. Too soon I realized how much lonelier I was feeling and it was only getting worse. So I have started to jump in on a few shows here and there again. My rebounding made me feel weak and sheepish, but my desire to get out and play again was far stronger. I'm glad I recently was able to perform at Galaxy Fest in Colorado Springs with good friends, although I was absent and ill for one of the two days and injured the next. I am happy to say I went ahead and performed freshly injured and just did it no matter what the pain was like. That is a small accomplishment, but I'll take it. It is a little bit of light. Live in the light!!!
As a reward for reading this long rant, which likely is just going on circles, here are a few videos that I've been sitting on for months:
Barb Wire Dolls Show
Oct 19, '17
The Marquis Theater, Denver
Obscura Drag Show
"Illumiparty"
Nov 11, '17
The Zodiac Venue & Bar, Colorado Springs
Months after I'd intended to already be on stage singing and doing the strip tease at the same time, I've only ended up rebounding and going back on my word that I'm done performing burlesque without this added challenge. I'm very disappointed for letting illnesses enable me to be a procrastinator and for putting my desires on the back burner.
I am not going to set myself up for failure again by setting a hard timeline in my own head as I did before, and then be depressed when I can't follow through. The depression stalls everything and I crumble under the pressure. All I do know is that soon as I believe I'm ready, I will be leaping forward in what I hope is a good direction. I accept in advance that it's likely going to take me longer than I want and that's OK. So long as I finally do it properly at least once, I'll be happy. And if people like it and I can do it more, that'd be nice too.
I know I have a lot of other friends out there with chronic illnesses, some of us with more than just a few of them weighing us down. We tend to not know when to say to ourselves that it's human and acceptable to fall short, to not feel well enough, to delay this or that and to not punish ourselves for the shortcomings or limitations. I am guilty of doing this self-flagellation a LOT. I'm writing this mainly to let myself know I can fall short but that I must not give up. I'll lose the battle with depression randomly, and often. But so long as I still try to get shit done when I can see a glimmer of light again, I can say I did my best.
To my friends dealing with strife or hardship of whatever variety life has thrown your way... find the light moments, the things that keep you dreaming and reaching. It's so tempting to give in to the darkness that is found in so many places that we need every drop of loving light we can see to keep us true to ourselves.
I've found that cutting off my creative outlet did more to hurt myself than I thought it would. I have been disenchanted with the burlesque community/scene or whatever you wish to call it for a long time. I felt myself being overlooked, not asked to perform very often and not being accepted into shows more often than not - which lead to a lot of negativity and heartache. I told myself to walk away and not come back until I could try something new, to sing, and see if it garnered more interest. Too soon I realized how much lonelier I was feeling and it was only getting worse. So I have started to jump in on a few shows here and there again. My rebounding made me feel weak and sheepish, but my desire to get out and play again was far stronger. I'm glad I recently was able to perform at Galaxy Fest in Colorado Springs with good friends, although I was absent and ill for one of the two days and injured the next. I am happy to say I went ahead and performed freshly injured and just did it no matter what the pain was like. That is a small accomplishment, but I'll take it. It is a little bit of light. Live in the light!!!
As a reward for reading this long rant, which likely is just going on circles, here are a few videos that I've been sitting on for months:
Barb Wire Dolls Show
Oct 19, '17
The Marquis Theater, Denver
Obscura Drag Show
"Illumiparty"
Nov 11, '17
The Zodiac Venue & Bar, Colorado Springs
Tuesday, May 2, 2017
A Transition from burlesque...
It is with a sad heart that I have decided to step back from performing burlesque after 6 years.
My decision is precipitated by the fact that it is nearly impossible for me to book myself into shows, particularly ones of the high caliber that I crave. Being overlooked so often gets to be too much and I react by being increasingly sensitive to the rejection and feeling bitter. The reason I began performing was simple: to gracefully show people the fun things I made and to see what my friends were doing with their creative endeavors. It's been quite a while since the fun to bullshit ratio has been balanced, so I'm simply going to stop.
The Golden Legends Challenge and the accompanying fundraising expectations were too much for me and I had to back out of that show. Honestly, I entered it hoping to be a protege - not a back up in case a protege drops out. I realized after I applied that I should have just submitted my signature act Queen B to the showcase, as that was what was wanted from me. This was yet another instance of my desires being set to the side, of me being told I was almost good enough, but not quite. The meaning I took away was: we really just want the glowy EL Wire act that you took to festivals in 2014. Much as I wanted to follow through with the Golden Legends Challenge, my heart just wasn't it in when it came down the way it did.
I have two last performances, both with The FOX and both in Ohio. I find it very appropriate that my last shows are in my home state where it all began.
* The Midwest Burlesque & Rockabilly Weekend
June 1-4 2017
event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/795168813966448/
* The 7th Annual Ohio Burlesque Festival
August 2-5 2017
event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1022160514499130/
AND THEN... I'm going to delve into totally new territory for me. But I can't blow the top off the news until I'm ready and already doing it.
Stay tuned....
My decision is precipitated by the fact that it is nearly impossible for me to book myself into shows, particularly ones of the high caliber that I crave. Being overlooked so often gets to be too much and I react by being increasingly sensitive to the rejection and feeling bitter. The reason I began performing was simple: to gracefully show people the fun things I made and to see what my friends were doing with their creative endeavors. It's been quite a while since the fun to bullshit ratio has been balanced, so I'm simply going to stop.
The Golden Legends Challenge and the accompanying fundraising expectations were too much for me and I had to back out of that show. Honestly, I entered it hoping to be a protege - not a back up in case a protege drops out. I realized after I applied that I should have just submitted my signature act Queen B to the showcase, as that was what was wanted from me. This was yet another instance of my desires being set to the side, of me being told I was almost good enough, but not quite. The meaning I took away was: we really just want the glowy EL Wire act that you took to festivals in 2014. Much as I wanted to follow through with the Golden Legends Challenge, my heart just wasn't it in when it came down the way it did.
I have two last performances, both with The FOX and both in Ohio. I find it very appropriate that my last shows are in my home state where it all began.
* The Midwest Burlesque & Rockabilly Weekend
June 1-4 2017
event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/795168813966448/
* The 7th Annual Ohio Burlesque Festival
August 2-5 2017
event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1022160514499130/
AND THEN... I'm going to delve into totally new territory for me. But I can't blow the top off the news until I'm ready and already doing it.
Stay tuned....
Thursday, February 16, 2017
Golden Legend Champion Challenge
I nervously sent off my application for the Golden Legend Champion Challenge just now. I say nervously because I would really love to be part of this and also it frightens the hell out of the MCS part of me (which is a big part). I'm not sure I can physically do what might be asked of me by putting myself out there for this great opportunity, but a fellow performer urged me to apply and I decided to go for it. I applied just for the challenge, not the showcase. SO if chosen, I'd be one of only 7 and would be working closely with a Living Legend of Burlesque! Very daunting indeed!!!
GLCC - Golden Legend Champion Challenge will be in Colorado Springs this year!
Hosted by Peaks and Pasties at The Gold Room August 11th - 13th.
UPDATE:
I was accepted as an alternate. Meaning, if one of the 7 protoges cannot fulfill their duties or follow thru for whatever reason, I'm on board.
GLCC - Golden Legend Champion Challenge will be in Colorado Springs this year!
Hosted by Peaks and Pasties at The Gold Room August 11th - 13th.
There are a few days left to apply for other performers who may be interested, here is the website link:
UPDATE:
I was accepted as an alternate. Meaning, if one of the 7 protoges cannot fulfill their duties or follow thru for whatever reason, I'm on board.
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
The Jazz Happenings @ The Stage Stop can look like this:
my New Year's Intentions set on paper, then set to improvisational music as lyrics for which I do an improv dance. Such fun!
Really folks, it's well worth the drive into the mountains for a night of festivities. The shows happen from 7-10p on the 3rd Wednesday each month and are complimentary thanks to the venue, which also offers 10% off meals and drink specials during the show.
And of course none of this could happen without the producer Beautyofmyland and the venue Stage Stop!
So a big thanks for the chance to perform in this historic place!
fb page for Beautyofmyland:
https://www.facebook.com/beautyofmyland/?fref=ts
fb page for Stage Stop:
my New Year's Intentions set on paper, then set to improvisational music as lyrics for which I do an improv dance. Such fun!
Really folks, it's well worth the drive into the mountains for a night of festivities. The shows happen from 7-10p on the 3rd Wednesday each month and are complimentary thanks to the venue, which also offers 10% off meals and drink specials during the show.
fb event page:
The next show is COCK themed. This is, admittedly, partly my doing as I'm bringing my Viking number with my infamous "ship." It sparked the idea for the theme and I assure you there's been very amusing banter about what other acts and activities will happen. I can't spoil surprises though, so come out to see the spectacles that await you!
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| Viking Act |
I'm stoked that my good pal Jinxy Poppet is traveling up from Colorado Springs to perform too!!
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| Jinxy Poppet |
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And of course none of this could happen without the producer Beautyofmyland and the venue Stage Stop!
So a big thanks for the chance to perform in this historic place!
fb page for Beautyofmyland:
https://www.facebook.com/beautyofmyland/?fref=ts
fb page for Stage Stop:
Thursday, November 10, 2016
A New Monthly Jazz Fusion Night at The Stage Stop in Rollinsville, CO
The Stage Stop is a historical venue and eatery tucked away in the mountains in a tiny town called Rollinsville. This should prove to be an interesting time, so please come out and support local artists and performers in a rustic mountain setting. If you're a local artist/performer this may be a new venue and night for you to express yourself.
event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1777140232559504/?notif_t=plan_user_invited¬if_id=1478839198103586
This event is produced by Beautyofmyland.
facebook page:
https://www.facebook.com/beautyofmyland/?fref=ts
Barb Wire Dolls in Denver Nov 18
Alrighty folks, it's that time again, when my path collides with the Barb Wire Dolls! I love those times!
November 18th
with
Barb Wire Dolls
@
Herman's Hideaway, Denver, CO
https://www.facebook.com/events/1131518966913531/
Barb Wire Dolls FB page:
https://www.facebook.com/barbwiredolls/?fref=ts
It's been a long time it seems, so I'm really looking forward to seeing them play as well as getting to do a little play myself just before they go on. Get there early to see all the bands and stay late so you don't miss any of the fun!
The next time our worlds will collide is Dec 21st in Phoenix, AZ.
November 18th
with
Barb Wire Dolls
@
Herman's Hideaway, Denver, CO
https://www.facebook.com/events/1131518966913531/
Barb Wire Dolls FB page:
https://www.facebook.com/barbwiredolls/?fref=ts
It's been a long time it seems, so I'm really looking forward to seeing them play as well as getting to do a little play myself just before they go on. Get there early to see all the bands and stay late so you don't miss any of the fun!
The next time our worlds will collide is Dec 21st in Phoenix, AZ.
Monday, October 24, 2016
in the middle of Halloween goodness...
I'm thankful to have had a few shows recently to keep my creative urges satiated. I've performed at a few new venues and made news friends and run into existing ones and it's been a good few weeks. I've got one more big Halloween show coming up this Saturday at the Zodiac in Colorado Springs... The Ghouls Gathering! It's not to be missed if you're anywhere near the area, as there will be activities during the day, vendors and entertainment and raffles in the evening. So much I can't mention it all, you just need to come out and of course wear a costume and enter the contest!
I'll be bringing out Queen B, which is a rare thing as she's so sensitive and in need of constant maintenance. So if you have never seen the one that took me to all the festivals in '14... this is your chance.
Event Page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1581270082169324/
There is a Punk Rock Burlesque show coming up on November 15th to which I'll be bringing my holiday act. That one is getting the music updated again... reverting back to Vivaldi's Winter but a totally different take on just the final movement. I'm excited to see how it comes off! Don't miss the snow!
Then there is a brand new monthly show starting on November 16th at the historic Stage Stop in Rollinsville, CO. A good OH friend is producing a Fusion Jazz Night and I can't wait for the new adventure to begin! It will be a multi-media show with live music and performances of many kinds. More info TBA....
The RV is doing ok still, though nothing has been done to replace the missing glass up front in the cab and that toxic wood is still bugging me. That will be remedied ASAP.
Today has been leisurely spent at a new campsite outside of Canon City, CO. Close to town but not too busy and pretty quiet. I'll be back to explore more one day for sure.
I'll be bringing out Queen B, which is a rare thing as she's so sensitive and in need of constant maintenance. So if you have never seen the one that took me to all the festivals in '14... this is your chance.
Event Page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1581270082169324/
There is a Punk Rock Burlesque show coming up on November 15th to which I'll be bringing my holiday act. That one is getting the music updated again... reverting back to Vivaldi's Winter but a totally different take on just the final movement. I'm excited to see how it comes off! Don't miss the snow!
Then there is a brand new monthly show starting on November 16th at the historic Stage Stop in Rollinsville, CO. A good OH friend is producing a Fusion Jazz Night and I can't wait for the new adventure to begin! It will be a multi-media show with live music and performances of many kinds. More info TBA....
Other than some health issues which are nothing new but need addressing finally, things are going ok. Colorado treats me well and I love her for it! I've just gotten a temporary medical marijuana card and haven't even gotten to use it yet... weird for me eh? The real card arrives in a month or so. Kinda nice to have that and I don't know why I waited with my chronic pain.
The RV is doing ok still, though nothing has been done to replace the missing glass up front in the cab and that toxic wood is still bugging me. That will be remedied ASAP.
Today has been leisurely spent at a new campsite outside of Canon City, CO. Close to town but not too busy and pretty quiet. I'll be back to explore more one day for sure.
Thursday, September 22, 2016
Pin-Ups On Tour in Colorado Springs
Last weekend I happened to be in Colorado Springs looking at the free press paper and saw that the next night there was a show coming through town called Pin-Ups On Tour at one of the VA centers. I looked up their site and facebook page and decided to buy a ticket and go meet them. This was an idea I'd wanted to do something with years back but never followed up with, so I wanted to see what they were doing and congratulate them for their efforts.
Website:
http://www.pinupsontour.com/
Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/Pinupsontour/?fref=ts
Quote from their website:
"PIN-UPS ON TOUR is committed to providing low or no-cost entertainment for Veterans as part of our Morale Boosting Mission. In addition, proceeds from our shows go to support our work entertaining our nation’s veterans inside & outside our our nation’s VA Hospitals."
All I can say is that it is an adorable show that's well suited to its audience. I was a bit teary eyed at the end of the show when they sang each divisions fight song and cast members went around to hug the service people associated with each branch of the forces.
Everyone was very down to earth and available to meet the audience after the show for pictures or a chat. I made sure to say hello and let them know I'd be very interested in participating one day, should they want me.
I was stoked to buy one of their tank tops and a calendar gift for a vet in hospital. Since they self-fund their touring, I encourage all patrons to at least look at their merch tables when you attend a show! If you can't get to a show you can always shop on their website listed above!
They have a show coming up in Denver Sept 24th:
event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/632818103543886/
and
in San Diego October 8th:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1522756054693306/
Monday, September 12, 2016
Ah....
it is SO good to be back in this state. The mountains never far and
many, many other fine reasons to be here mean that I'm happier, just
generally.
The move back with my storage went seamlessly. I had excellent help both funding the move as well as physical help moving. For all of these things and the folks involved, I am most thankful! You know who you are.
I got to see only a few good friends in Ohio while there, but the ones who made time for me really brightened up an otherwise typical Ohio time for me. I don't do well there and am convinced I should not return unless absolutely necessary. One of the really fine collaborations that occurred produced some spot on images of old school Hollywood glamour. Thank you Glenn Pine for your stellar work and attention to detail! Here are a few images from the shoot:
Glenn's site:
http://glennpinephotography.com/
In the past few days, I have had some professional, as well as personal, disappointments. But I guess that's just part of what keeps things interesting... never knowing what may really go down... or not, as it were. I'm the kind of person who likes to really delve into feelings, rough stuff as well as good, and get it all out, go to extremes to hopefully leave it behind quickly as possible. Sometimes that means I'm kind of a bitch, which I can easily blame on my old calling requiring me to be firm handed.
Disappointments can elicit recurring, obsessive responses from me at times. I recently experienced this when I wasn't selected to be part of a bigger show that I kind of had my heart set on. I had thought that one of my two submissions went exceedingly well with the theme of the show, but apparently not. But see it's not just this show, it's part of a larger, more long lasting issue I've been dealing with for a long while now which is the problem of not getting booked. People seems to really dig what I make, what I do with it and all that jazz. I'm amicable and kind, and usually self contained having my own dressing room to go along with my MCS and special needs. However, the number of people who actually hire me is completely disproportionate and I find myself performing only rarely. It's gone on long enough that I've decided to not try to pursue finding shows as much now. If asked, sure I'd LOVE to perform!!! But otherwise, I think I'll be looking into producing a few shows here and there to create an environment in which I feel like I can express my creative needs. I almost said I'd stop performing entirely, but it makes me too sad to keep thinking of that. And I do get so excited when a show is coming up! So I suppose needs must and I will find a way thru, around or over.
A good end to this post is that due to a few good friends, I do have a couple of shows coming up in Denver in October. There may be one more opportunity but I'll not know about it for a few weeks yet. So that is grand!
The move back with my storage went seamlessly. I had excellent help both funding the move as well as physical help moving. For all of these things and the folks involved, I am most thankful! You know who you are.
I got to see only a few good friends in Ohio while there, but the ones who made time for me really brightened up an otherwise typical Ohio time for me. I don't do well there and am convinced I should not return unless absolutely necessary. One of the really fine collaborations that occurred produced some spot on images of old school Hollywood glamour. Thank you Glenn Pine for your stellar work and attention to detail! Here are a few images from the shoot:
Glenn's site:
http://glennpinephotography.com/
In the past few days, I have had some professional, as well as personal, disappointments. But I guess that's just part of what keeps things interesting... never knowing what may really go down... or not, as it were. I'm the kind of person who likes to really delve into feelings, rough stuff as well as good, and get it all out, go to extremes to hopefully leave it behind quickly as possible. Sometimes that means I'm kind of a bitch, which I can easily blame on my old calling requiring me to be firm handed.
Disappointments can elicit recurring, obsessive responses from me at times. I recently experienced this when I wasn't selected to be part of a bigger show that I kind of had my heart set on. I had thought that one of my two submissions went exceedingly well with the theme of the show, but apparently not. But see it's not just this show, it's part of a larger, more long lasting issue I've been dealing with for a long while now which is the problem of not getting booked. People seems to really dig what I make, what I do with it and all that jazz. I'm amicable and kind, and usually self contained having my own dressing room to go along with my MCS and special needs. However, the number of people who actually hire me is completely disproportionate and I find myself performing only rarely. It's gone on long enough that I've decided to not try to pursue finding shows as much now. If asked, sure I'd LOVE to perform!!! But otherwise, I think I'll be looking into producing a few shows here and there to create an environment in which I feel like I can express my creative needs. I almost said I'd stop performing entirely, but it makes me too sad to keep thinking of that. And I do get so excited when a show is coming up! So I suppose needs must and I will find a way thru, around or over.
A good end to this post is that due to a few good friends, I do have a couple of shows coming up in Denver in October. There may be one more opportunity but I'll not know about it for a few weeks yet. So that is grand!
Saturday, July 2, 2016
OHIO visit!
I'll be visiting Ohio starting July 23rd with a show in Columbus and will be staying thru the end of August.
I AM looking to book more gigs so contact me if interested please.
I AM looking to book more gigs so contact me if interested please.
Wednesday, June 1, 2016
RV Repairs
RV repairs have been sporadically ongoing for several weeks now. So I've been mostly out of cell range and only making necessary trips with a borrowed vehicle to get to shows, of which there have only been a few thankfully. I haven't been able to progress on the idea of a job and the required licensing since I don't know when I'm going to be mobile again. I haven't booked shows save for applying to one big one in Denver for which I was accepted. I will be part of Carnivale De Sensuale's production of Freaky Tiki on June 18th at The Orient Theater. It's a lovely historic building that has been restored, with a big stage and a large crowd capacity. I am thrilled to bring the FOX to this event, so if you're near Denver please attend!
FB event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1222148821142373/
FB event page:
https://www.facebook.com/events/1222148821142373/
Wednesday, February 24, 2016
Valentine's Day spent at Desert Reef Hot Springs
I have to say how disappointed I was with my visit to Desert Reef Hot Springs in the Florence, CO area. It's about 45 minutes SW of Colorado Springs, which is why I decided to go there to keep my adventuring costs to a minimum.
http://www.desertreefhotspring.com/
The dirt road was difficult on the RV and if it'd been wet at all or snowy I'd have turned around and said forget it. Their website should really mention the dirt road as it's not suitable for all vehicles.
When I arrived there was a list of rules to adhere to, many of which I didn't agree with on principle alone. It's a "family friendly" clothing optional place. They have a policy that prohibits single men from attending because they think they are predators apparently. In my experience, this is not necessarily true as I've run into several couples who are far more assertive and intrusive than a lone man may be... at any rate, I think this type of policy is sexist. I was not so sure I wanted to support these people but figured I give them a try. The lady checking me in said I was the 15th new person to visit them that day, and I congratulated her on that. I've worked enough service jobs to always treat people serving kindly, until they prove that I needn't bother.
There was one pool and it wasn't terribly big. There were kids playing not so quietly and just a general lack of maintenance and upkeep on the place. The view from the pool... there wasn't one other than dirt piles and unpainted fences. The changing rooms were cramped and I nearly hit my head on a shelf 3 times for lack of room. There was one shower and one toilet. The shower didn't get warm enough, there was no pressure so my hair didn't rinse and I hit my head on the sprayer cause it was so low.
All of the aforementioned flaws could be tolerated until the exit, which was not pleasant.
I'd had the RV started and was looking at my phone for routes to head out, where to park that night, etc. It takes a certain amount of time to roll up and hit the road when you've got your house with you. The owners obviously have never had an RV. It was an older couple working there, the woman was ok but the man was short at best but completely rude at worst. At 2 minutes till 6pm (when they close, which is insanely early!), I get a loud knock on my door and he yells, "You've gotta go!" The man walks away before I can get to the door let alone open it. So when I go to turn around and head out, I stop and walk into their office to let them know what I thought about being rushed off. I told them that I didn't appreciated getting the bum's rush, at which point he tried to interrupt me and say, "You're on my time now!" I didn't stop talking but kept my calm tone and increased my volume. I was looking only at the lady now as I kept explaining to her that it really was uncalled for, that I was clearly trying to plot a route out of there as I'd never been there before (as she knew) and I would have been on my way soon. I let them know that it was terrible customer handling basically and that I'd be sharing my experience to let others know what they might expect upon their farewell. The woman only said I can see how that is upsetting or some such nonsense... neither of them apologized.
The cost for such treatment: $20 for about a 2 hour soak (no discounts for late arrival or short soaks).
In short... avoid this place, it sucks. It's well worth the time, effort and cost to delve into the mountains and hit REAL hot springs that know how to maintain their establishment and properly treat patrons.
http://www.desertreefhotspring.com/
The dirt road was difficult on the RV and if it'd been wet at all or snowy I'd have turned around and said forget it. Their website should really mention the dirt road as it's not suitable for all vehicles.
When I arrived there was a list of rules to adhere to, many of which I didn't agree with on principle alone. It's a "family friendly" clothing optional place. They have a policy that prohibits single men from attending because they think they are predators apparently. In my experience, this is not necessarily true as I've run into several couples who are far more assertive and intrusive than a lone man may be... at any rate, I think this type of policy is sexist. I was not so sure I wanted to support these people but figured I give them a try. The lady checking me in said I was the 15th new person to visit them that day, and I congratulated her on that. I've worked enough service jobs to always treat people serving kindly, until they prove that I needn't bother.
There was one pool and it wasn't terribly big. There were kids playing not so quietly and just a general lack of maintenance and upkeep on the place. The view from the pool... there wasn't one other than dirt piles and unpainted fences. The changing rooms were cramped and I nearly hit my head on a shelf 3 times for lack of room. There was one shower and one toilet. The shower didn't get warm enough, there was no pressure so my hair didn't rinse and I hit my head on the sprayer cause it was so low.
All of the aforementioned flaws could be tolerated until the exit, which was not pleasant.
I'd had the RV started and was looking at my phone for routes to head out, where to park that night, etc. It takes a certain amount of time to roll up and hit the road when you've got your house with you. The owners obviously have never had an RV. It was an older couple working there, the woman was ok but the man was short at best but completely rude at worst. At 2 minutes till 6pm (when they close, which is insanely early!), I get a loud knock on my door and he yells, "You've gotta go!" The man walks away before I can get to the door let alone open it. So when I go to turn around and head out, I stop and walk into their office to let them know what I thought about being rushed off. I told them that I didn't appreciated getting the bum's rush, at which point he tried to interrupt me and say, "You're on my time now!" I didn't stop talking but kept my calm tone and increased my volume. I was looking only at the lady now as I kept explaining to her that it really was uncalled for, that I was clearly trying to plot a route out of there as I'd never been there before (as she knew) and I would have been on my way soon. I let them know that it was terrible customer handling basically and that I'd be sharing my experience to let others know what they might expect upon their farewell. The woman only said I can see how that is upsetting or some such nonsense... neither of them apologized.
The cost for such treatment: $20 for about a 2 hour soak (no discounts for late arrival or short soaks).
In short... avoid this place, it sucks. It's well worth the time, effort and cost to delve into the mountains and hit REAL hot springs that know how to maintain their establishment and properly treat patrons.
Tuesday, October 13, 2015
Passing through South Dakota for the first time... and then back to Colorado!
Well it's been grand to be back in Colorado again is all I can say. The past week has been a much needed breath of fresh air.
I did what I needed to do in South Dakota, including turning in my Ohio license and getting a new one. Kinda weird but yes it does seem I am a SD resident... but still I'm gonna just say I am traveling through no matter where I may be at the time. It's better that way.
I drove through the Black Hills and that was without question the highlight of the SD visit. Pretty hills and not too much of a grade anywhere, so I can see why the scenic byway is popular with bikers. I stopped at Deadwood, bought a shirt and the most sparkly belt I've ever had.
It happened to be their Octoberfest celebration, though there weren't too many tourists out drinking so it took me a while to actually pay attention to this. I suppose if you like to drink and gamble, SD and little historic towns like this might really do it for ya. I'm neither of those things, so I was just biding time.
I tried to visit Mount Rushmore but the fog was too thick to see anything more than a faint ghostly image even from the pathway, up as close as allowable.
With my BMV tasks completed, I headed SW quickly and arrived in Fort Collins, CO the next day. It was funny to be a stop at all, because years ago I'd lived there briefly and hated it absolutely. There were no dispensaries back then, and it had never been a friendly town in my experiences. It was nice to be able to hit n run it for supplies and food.
Then I headed up the hill, into those beckoning mountains, towards Hot Sulfur Springs Resort & Spa. I didn't really think about it, but let the navigator take me via the most direct route... which happened to be through the Rocky Mountain National Park! It had been the mid to late 90s since I'd been through the park, so I went ahead and got a 7 day pass (I COULD still go back tomorrow if I wanted but will refrain for gas costs!). The RV wasn't too terribly happy with me for pushing us on through the park as fast as I did. I should have taken more breaks for all the grades and hard work the engine had to do. I did stop at the highest point to take a pic of the sunset and the Continental Divide on the horizon. Very pretty!
I'd been to Hot Sulfur Springs once before last year and it was a great stay of more than 3 days. I didn't realize it before, but there is a public park/campground (no hookups) right on the other side of the train tracks from the resort. That was brilliant as all I had to do was walk a few paces and go soak or come back home in a flash. I bought a 2 day pass so I could relax properly. And by the way, I like the train though most folks complain about it cause they don't know of it in advance. It comes along often and sometimes it takes quite a long time to pass by (3.5 minutes on one count!).
While there, I worked on a few costume pieces for others but mostly tried to get my foot to heal... the poison oak I'd gotten 2 days prior to leaving my Mom's was a terrible companion to bring along! It was a lovely visit and would have been improved upon only by taking a 2 hour trek further NW into the mountains to Strawberry Park in Steamboat Springs... but I could not justify the extra expense so instead headed back towards the front range.
I passed through Central City, Blackhawk and Idaho Springs on my way to Nederland and then to Boulder. All of these are places I like to pass through and this trip was no exception as the day was clear, sunny and warm. There was a Stain Wise dispensary in Idaho Springs that I happened to drive by, so I stopped and looked them up and walked back to it.
Stain Wise Site:
http://strainwise.com/
Nice place, but almost out of flower save some high CBD stuff which I had never tried before - it's specifically for pain relief, not a head high. My neck, head and back thanked me very much for trying it out! I'll be sure to always have at least a little CBD strain around from now on.
I stopped at Silver Stem Fine Cannabis in Nederland and finally found a product I'd been wanting to try for a long time but had never had access to before called Foria. 2 ingredients: coconut and cannabis. I bought the bigger bottle cause who knows when I might run into it again but I wasn't taking chances. Anyhow, great product - does exactly what it claims to do.
Foria Site:
http://www.foria.com/
Foria Facebook page:
https://www.facebook.com/foria
Silver Stem is a wonderful little dispensary right by a coffee shop with a great patio to sit and take in the day. And I believe their special was the best deal I've gotten so far this trip, and excellent product as well.
Silver Stem in Nederland Site:
http://www.silverstemcannabis.com/
Of course, I'm always littering my business cards at dispensaries and offering my services as a PR person or someone to make appearances for them at festivals and places where they'd have a booth or want to flag down people. Ya never know.... I could come up with some fun gigs later from it, as most shops are happy to get the card.
The last few days, I've spent in and around Boulder. One of my favorite local spots up the hill has been a home site for me of late, though I've been a prudent girl and not tried to press my luck and stay after dusk (though in prior years, without an RV, I was able to sleep here all night several times). It's a special spot, though right off highway 119 and heavily traveled by tourists, fisherman and rock climbers. It was peaceful enough for me to finish the sewing I had to do and enjoy the mountain. At night, I found a spot to park in town that is right by most everything I need... who knew it could be so easy!?!?
I am in Colorado Springs again and am happy to see my Zodiac extended family!
I did what I needed to do in South Dakota, including turning in my Ohio license and getting a new one. Kinda weird but yes it does seem I am a SD resident... but still I'm gonna just say I am traveling through no matter where I may be at the time. It's better that way.
I drove through the Black Hills and that was without question the highlight of the SD visit. Pretty hills and not too much of a grade anywhere, so I can see why the scenic byway is popular with bikers. I stopped at Deadwood, bought a shirt and the most sparkly belt I've ever had.
It happened to be their Octoberfest celebration, though there weren't too many tourists out drinking so it took me a while to actually pay attention to this. I suppose if you like to drink and gamble, SD and little historic towns like this might really do it for ya. I'm neither of those things, so I was just biding time.
I tried to visit Mount Rushmore but the fog was too thick to see anything more than a faint ghostly image even from the pathway, up as close as allowable.
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| Mount Rushmore through the cloud cover |
With my BMV tasks completed, I headed SW quickly and arrived in Fort Collins, CO the next day. It was funny to be a stop at all, because years ago I'd lived there briefly and hated it absolutely. There were no dispensaries back then, and it had never been a friendly town in my experiences. It was nice to be able to hit n run it for supplies and food.
Then I headed up the hill, into those beckoning mountains, towards Hot Sulfur Springs Resort & Spa. I didn't really think about it, but let the navigator take me via the most direct route... which happened to be through the Rocky Mountain National Park! It had been the mid to late 90s since I'd been through the park, so I went ahead and got a 7 day pass (I COULD still go back tomorrow if I wanted but will refrain for gas costs!). The RV wasn't too terribly happy with me for pushing us on through the park as fast as I did. I should have taken more breaks for all the grades and hard work the engine had to do. I did stop at the highest point to take a pic of the sunset and the Continental Divide on the horizon. Very pretty!
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| at the highest point in the drive thru Rocky Mountain National Park |
I'd been to Hot Sulfur Springs once before last year and it was a great stay of more than 3 days. I didn't realize it before, but there is a public park/campground (no hookups) right on the other side of the train tracks from the resort. That was brilliant as all I had to do was walk a few paces and go soak or come back home in a flash. I bought a 2 day pass so I could relax properly. And by the way, I like the train though most folks complain about it cause they don't know of it in advance. It comes along often and sometimes it takes quite a long time to pass by (3.5 minutes on one count!).
While there, I worked on a few costume pieces for others but mostly tried to get my foot to heal... the poison oak I'd gotten 2 days prior to leaving my Mom's was a terrible companion to bring along! It was a lovely visit and would have been improved upon only by taking a 2 hour trek further NW into the mountains to Strawberry Park in Steamboat Springs... but I could not justify the extra expense so instead headed back towards the front range.
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| if you look closely you can see the rainbow that happened at dusk |
I passed through Central City, Blackhawk and Idaho Springs on my way to Nederland and then to Boulder. All of these are places I like to pass through and this trip was no exception as the day was clear, sunny and warm. There was a Stain Wise dispensary in Idaho Springs that I happened to drive by, so I stopped and looked them up and walked back to it.
Stain Wise Site:
http://strainwise.com/
Nice place, but almost out of flower save some high CBD stuff which I had never tried before - it's specifically for pain relief, not a head high. My neck, head and back thanked me very much for trying it out! I'll be sure to always have at least a little CBD strain around from now on.
I stopped at Silver Stem Fine Cannabis in Nederland and finally found a product I'd been wanting to try for a long time but had never had access to before called Foria. 2 ingredients: coconut and cannabis. I bought the bigger bottle cause who knows when I might run into it again but I wasn't taking chances. Anyhow, great product - does exactly what it claims to do.
Foria Site:
http://www.foria.com/
Foria Facebook page:
https://www.facebook.com/foria
Silver Stem is a wonderful little dispensary right by a coffee shop with a great patio to sit and take in the day. And I believe their special was the best deal I've gotten so far this trip, and excellent product as well.
Silver Stem in Nederland Site:
http://www.silverstemcannabis.com/
Of course, I'm always littering my business cards at dispensaries and offering my services as a PR person or someone to make appearances for them at festivals and places where they'd have a booth or want to flag down people. Ya never know.... I could come up with some fun gigs later from it, as most shops are happy to get the card.
The last few days, I've spent in and around Boulder. One of my favorite local spots up the hill has been a home site for me of late, though I've been a prudent girl and not tried to press my luck and stay after dusk (though in prior years, without an RV, I was able to sleep here all night several times). It's a special spot, though right off highway 119 and heavily traveled by tourists, fisherman and rock climbers. It was peaceful enough for me to finish the sewing I had to do and enjoy the mountain. At night, I found a spot to park in town that is right by most everything I need... who knew it could be so easy!?!?
I am in Colorado Springs again and am happy to see my Zodiac extended family!
Thursday, October 1, 2015
Philly, Burlesque & Beyond, Godflesh & Eagles of Death Metal
There is much to write about regarding the trip to Philadelphia a few weeks ago. Thankfully, I left just before the Pope arrived and was not there while he was in town, though preparations were already slowing up traffic in town.
For Monday night, I had bought tickets to see Eagles of Death Metal with the intent of meeting Matt McJunkins and Jeff Friedl - also members of the Puscifer clan and several other projects. I'm happy to say, my goal was accomplished!
Eagles of Death Metal FB page:
https://www.facebook.com/eaglesofdeathmetal?fref=ts&ref=br_tf
Puscifer:
www.puscifer.com
I was also booked to perform with the Drunken Piano Band at the after party, one of many events in the Fringe Festival. I was basically gogo dancing to a live improv band.
It was complete fun, if not a bit chaotic and a "fly by the seat of your pants" kind of a night.
Both Jeff and Matt were completely down to earth and a joy to chill with during down time. They stayed to sit and see a bit of what we all did with the Drunken Piano group. It was so wonderful to meet those guys in person finally! They were given biz cards of course, and I once again offered my services up. I told Jeff I'd see him in Denver soon when Puscifer plays there. I look forward to sharing more of my road adventures and treats next time we meet.
But I digress.... back to the Burlesque & Beyond portion of the adventure!!
Wednesday night I was again a gogo dancer for the band The DEAD SEXY SUPREMES. I'd not gotten to my storage in Columbus in time, so I left without many things I wanted to bring, more costumes being on that list. So I quickly whipped up an outfit from a remnant I bought just because about a week before.
Another huge treat for me Wednesday was getting to see Godflesh perform live - a first for me! It gave me chills, it was so intense and grand. I was super happy to run into the 2 men after their set, give them cards and tell them what an honor it was to finally see them perform. I love this venue for run ins like this!!
Godflesh Site:
http://www.godflesh.com/
Friday I got to perform 2 numbers, the FOX and my Weed #.
Then the Roddenberries played and were AMAZING! It was my first time seeing them play live and they did not disappoint! Check this out:
https://youtu.be/6E6afT-bfbg
Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/TheRoddenberries?fref=ts
Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday nights I was an honored spectator, delighting in the various acts and entertainment offered.
I got to see my good friend John Fahres, who set up the GoFundMe campaign to help me after the RV fire. Thank you John for coming out Monday and Friday! Always lovely to see you and happy you got to see the Fox finally.
Saturday I hung out with an old, dear friend from Columbus who lives in the outskirts of town. Thanks Jeffrey for spending time with me and going out to your first burlesque show with me! Peekaboo Revue is an excellent way to get introduced to the art form!
Peek-A-Boo Revue:
https://www.facebook.com/ThePeekABooRevue?fref=ts
I also saw my weed advocate and comedian friend Nikki Allen Poe and his lovely lady Kitty... it'd been too long for sure!
https://www.facebook.com/nikkiallanpoe?fref=ts
I always have fun with this group of folks in Philly and this trip was no exception. A big huge thank you to Late Nite Cabaret & Scott Johnson who invited me back for this week long end to the Fringe Festival. I was grateful to be able to attend, watch and join in the fun! I was asked to return next year to which I had to reply, "Of course!"
Thank you Scott for keeping Burlesque & Beyond going! It's the ONLY FREE festival of it's kind, so please attend next year if you can and show them some love!
Late Nite Cabaret:
https://www.facebook.com/latenitecabaret?fref=ts
And thank you to the venue for hosting such amazing talent on both stages!
Underground Arts:
https://www.facebook.com/UndergroundArtsPhilly?fref=ts
For Monday night, I had bought tickets to see Eagles of Death Metal with the intent of meeting Matt McJunkins and Jeff Friedl - also members of the Puscifer clan and several other projects. I'm happy to say, my goal was accomplished!
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| with Jeff Friedl, Matt McJunkins and Beth Kellner of The Roddenberries |
https://www.facebook.com/eaglesofdeathmetal?fref=ts&ref=br_tf
Puscifer:
www.puscifer.com
I was also booked to perform with the Drunken Piano Band at the after party, one of many events in the Fringe Festival. I was basically gogo dancing to a live improv band.
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| gogo dancing with The Drunken Piano band |
It was complete fun, if not a bit chaotic and a "fly by the seat of your pants" kind of a night.
Both Jeff and Matt were completely down to earth and a joy to chill with during down time. They stayed to sit and see a bit of what we all did with the Drunken Piano group. It was so wonderful to meet those guys in person finally! They were given biz cards of course, and I once again offered my services up. I told Jeff I'd see him in Denver soon when Puscifer plays there. I look forward to sharing more of my road adventures and treats next time we meet.
But I digress.... back to the Burlesque & Beyond portion of the adventure!!
Wednesday night I was again a gogo dancer for the band The DEAD SEXY SUPREMES. I'd not gotten to my storage in Columbus in time, so I left without many things I wanted to bring, more costumes being on that list. So I quickly whipped up an outfit from a remnant I bought just because about a week before.
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| make shift costume for gogo dancing with The Dead Sexy Supremes |
Another huge treat for me Wednesday was getting to see Godflesh perform live - a first for me! It gave me chills, it was so intense and grand. I was super happy to run into the 2 men after their set, give them cards and tell them what an honor it was to finally see them perform. I love this venue for run ins like this!!
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| the view from between dressing rooms at Underground Arts... and GODFLESH playing!!! |
http://www.godflesh.com/
Friday I got to perform 2 numbers, the FOX and my Weed #.
Then the Roddenberries played and were AMAZING! It was my first time seeing them play live and they did not disappoint! Check this out:
https://youtu.be/6E6afT-bfbg
Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/TheRoddenberries?fref=ts
Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday nights I was an honored spectator, delighting in the various acts and entertainment offered.
I got to see my good friend John Fahres, who set up the GoFundMe campaign to help me after the RV fire. Thank you John for coming out Monday and Friday! Always lovely to see you and happy you got to see the Fox finally.
Saturday I hung out with an old, dear friend from Columbus who lives in the outskirts of town. Thanks Jeffrey for spending time with me and going out to your first burlesque show with me! Peekaboo Revue is an excellent way to get introduced to the art form!
Peek-A-Boo Revue:
https://www.facebook.com/ThePeekABooRevue?fref=ts
I also saw my weed advocate and comedian friend Nikki Allen Poe and his lovely lady Kitty... it'd been too long for sure!
https://www.facebook.com/nikkiallanpoe?fref=ts
I always have fun with this group of folks in Philly and this trip was no exception. A big huge thank you to Late Nite Cabaret & Scott Johnson who invited me back for this week long end to the Fringe Festival. I was grateful to be able to attend, watch and join in the fun! I was asked to return next year to which I had to reply, "Of course!"
Thank you Scott for keeping Burlesque & Beyond going! It's the ONLY FREE festival of it's kind, so please attend next year if you can and show them some love!
Late Nite Cabaret:
https://www.facebook.com/latenitecabaret?fref=ts
And thank you to the venue for hosting such amazing talent on both stages!
Underground Arts:
https://www.facebook.com/UndergroundArtsPhilly?fref=ts
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